Rock Your Body Now

It's 4:30 AM... I'm awake, and somehow listening to Backstreet Boys.

So last night I never went to sleep because I was working on stuff all night and then looked up and realized it was 8 AM and there were birds chirping outside and a sun eagerly shining through my window. So I stayed awake, went and had breakfast, then went to class. At about 1 PM I was ready for someone to kill me, so I went home and went to bed. I could literally keep my eyes open no longer. Then I woke up and it was midnight... four and a half hours ago. So I woke up... I got my ten hours of sleep, and now I'm studying for an exam I have at 8 AM today. Except I'm not studying, am I... I'm sitting at my computer, listening to Backstreet Boys sing "Rocky Your Body," which about two mintues ago made me stand in my chair and dance. But am I worried about the exam? No... and here's why:

First of all, this is the seventh week of class, and we meet once a week. Every class, the professor reviews what we learned up until that point for about 30 minutes... a sufficient waste of my time because I CAN read notes and study on my own. He's really just helping the people that have no clue what's going on and probably repeated the third grade five times because they still couldn't spell 'cat'... nevertheless it's moving SLOW. I could've learned everything we've covered up to this point in the first three class meetings or less. Secondly, the material is easy... it's economics... which is normally not what I would think would be a breeze... but it is. Lastly, it's a "perfect day" as Hoku is saying right now... and therefore it's not going to be hard.

I want everyone to know about my birthday party coming up... I think it's going to be on March 12, which is a Friday. The only people that say that Friday isn't good are the ones who have something to do Saturday morning. Well you know what? They can still come anyway. And I have to leave for a competition on Saturday so I'm in the same boat they are, but I'M partying. Look for the evites in your inboxes soon, and if you don't get one, then cry... because I obviously don't like you. Or I could just not have your e-mail address... so give it too me! And if you still don't get one... hmmm. Lates!

Becstasy & Bunkka

So I downloaded music legally for the first time and I'm proud of myself.

I'm all for paying for songs and all, I had just gotten in the habit of downloading single songs because I couldn't get them any other way. So now that this whole iTunes Store thing is going insane with publicity, I decided to give it a go. I would've done it a long time ago, but they didn't have very many songs to download when it first started... but they sure as hell do now. And you can download an entire album for $9.99... which I think is the greatest thing ever. So what did I download? "Fallen" by Sarah McLachlan, "Magic Stick" by Lil' Kim, Paul Oakenfold's album Bunkka, and Becky Baeling's album Becstasy, which takes first place for this week's creative album title.

I have decided, after listening to the album, that I and going to marry Becky Baeling, not forgetting, of course, about Kylie Minogue, who will also be my wife. And Paul Oakenfold did "Starry Eyed Surprise" I found out... so he's going to be my husband. Oh, what a family we'll be... so much music all the time. Can you imagine if Becky and Kylie did songs with Paul? Holy mother of God... that's what every day of my life in marital union with them would consist of. Okay I have to go... I've got a gigantic wedding to plan. Lates!

Bring on the Sass... and the SuperBowl

So I'm feeling extra sassy right now. What does that mean? Fun reading for you.

So today was the Super Bowl, and everyone who's anyone is talking about the halftime incident, when Justin Timberlake accidentally ripped off part of Janet Jackson's costume, exposing her boob. Oh I'm sorry, I mean "accidentally"... because he SO DID IT ON PURPOSE! I mean let's look at the facts: The costume removal in the first place was an odd thing, and when he was ripping off the piece, he sure didn't look like he was trying to be careful, and finally... he's a big perv and I hate him. Therefore, he did it on purpose.

I don't know why I said I was feeling sassy... because I'm not really at all. It's just not one of those nights, and if you don't like it you can sure as hell kiss my ass. I'm listening to "Fallen" by Sarah McLachlan... and I think that's what is diffusing the sass. Who can really be a sarcastic bitch when you're listening to this song? I don't know why I can't sleep right now, but I can't. I've got a few things on my mind, which of course I'm not inclined to talk about, but I sure wish I could. Have you ever just wanted to be able to say whatever the hell you wanted and not have to worry about the repercussions of what you say?

And holy shit... Mo, Tiff and I made a cake today and I seriously ate a house-worth of it, which sucks for me because it basically counteracts all the exercise I got this weekend. Whenever I say something about my weight why are people always like "OMG YOU NEED TO SHUT UP BLAH BLAH BLAH BLAH." It's not like I think I'm fat people... I just don't want to get chubby again. And YES I know what chubby is, I was chubby once. And when I came to college I lost 30 pounds because I felt like a sickening piece of shit. But does anyone think about that? No. Of course not... they just think, Justin's trim, what does he know about having to watch his weight. Well I do... so eat shit.

Wow I sound really angry I've realized... which is fine because I kind of am. Is that wrong? I just... how to say it... hate the world. I don't know why, though, because things are going relatively well. UGH have you ever been bothered by something and it just sits with you, and you can't really talk about it, and you try saying that nothing is wrong, but really something is and you're in denial? That's me... okay I have to go before I tell all. Lates.